by The Kingpin » Tue Dec 27, 2016 9:30 pm
"Buruq?"
"Yes Nakhriin?"
Cyndeyrn was silent for several minutes after that, unsure how to put what was on his mind into words. He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it. Then opened it again, before thinking better of what he was going to say. This continued for some time, before finally, he settled on something.
"I worry about my standing among my kin. Before my clan, before my family...I feel I have done much to harm myself in an effort to protect them."
"Aaah, so now you see it. Yes, yes, very good," responded the Ambassador with a smile.
"Excuse me?" asked Cyndeyrn, feeling offended.
"Oh, do not take it the wrong way. I mean no malice in it. But your observation is telling that you are now experiencing something you once criticised. You are beginning to understand. It is regrettable that you are in this circumstance, yes, but it is also a good thing," continued Buruq.
"How exactly is it a good thing? My own daughter thinks me a monster, my rank is to be stripped, my mate is at the mercy of Arashi, and you're trying to tell me that it's a good thing?!" The former Lord of Maelgwyn was trembling, even as Buruq raised a clawed hand, gesturing for the angry drake to be calm.
"Absolutely! Not the circumstances, but what you are seeing. Let me draw your attention to something. Your actions are intended to protect your loved ones, yes?" asked Buruq.
Cyndeyrn said nothing, instead nodding slowly as he fixed the older drake with a glare.
"Excellent. Your fear is that your attempts to pursue what is good for your family is alienating you from them, making you out to be the villain in this circumstance, correct?"
Again, Cyndeyrn nodded.
"Splendid. Now, here's the final consideration. What has Arashi said countless times throughout the time he was trying to win back yours and the rest of Drakhunmiir's trust?"
That got the alabaster drake to pause. Tilting his head ever so slightly, he realised what Cyndeyrn was implying. "No..."
"Yes. You are seeing the world through his eyes. You do not feel the guilt he does, for his experience is so much harsher and crueller, BUT! You are beginning to understand his struggle. Now tell me...Would you not do whatever is necessary to ensure that your family are safe and well?"
"It's not the same thing."
Buruq shook his head, dismissing the retort. "Whether it is nor not is another matter. The fact is, both of you are doing what you must for your family. Your distrust of him is unnecessary, because he is doing all he can to prove that he is trustworthy, even after losing that trust doing what was at the time completely justified. Just as you will to win back Elwen's trust once she is of sufficient focus to address the matter. Because she definitely is aware of what transpired, and of your hand in it now." Cyndeyrn's expression sunk with fear as he realised what that would mean for him.
"Ah yes, organised chaos. the sign of a clever but ever-busy mind. To the perpetrator, a carefully woven web of belongings and intrigue, but to the bystander? Madness!"
–William Beckett, Lore of Leyuna RPG