by C S » Sun May 21, 2017 2:11 am
Natalie's lonesome gave her ample time to go over the sequence of events that led her to the present. Her shoes found true footing on the fresh trail left in the dirt and sparse grass, one set of tracks much more defined than the others. The 'feet' that left them were notably heavy.
The woman's expression was wrinkled with a mild peeve, her lips wound tight. She had no one to blame but herself for this less than ideal happenstance; poking around the inner district of the city and then searching the residential areas had eaten up the little daylight she had left. She employed a combination of educated guesses in her search and asking for the ear of anyone with a moment to spare, which proved unreliable in the end. Luck just wasn't on her side this time around. There were people that had seen Evisa around a little before she started asking around, so Natalie thought she'd catch her by chance, or vice versa. Evisa really did cover a lot of ground in her day to day activities. It seemed promising at the time.
Well, that time has past, and Natalie was alone in the dark, keeping a true heading towards the light she saw against the trees. All she had to do was hold out for a few more minutes and she'd be delivered from the nightly chill. "And this wind, as well," she thought. Natalie would be remiss to neglect the worrisome weather brewing. The rain was showing restraint and she hoped it would continue to until she was out of the woods, in both senses of the phrase. There was so much that could go wrong for her, and yet she went on anyway. Was she spoiled to be in the presence of the grand figures that congregated around Brodudika? "There was a time, I'm sure, when I would have cut my losses and gone with my better judgement. Do I still have a 'better judgement'?"
Natalie hugged herself a little tighter, pulling her coat taut. "I don't want to go home cold... muddy... and wet." No matter how full of doubt she got, Natalie could hold onto that and not lose herself. "A toast to not being cold, muddy and wet. Or it would be a toast, if I had anything to drink..."
Now, was it proper for a verger to carry a flask in the folds of her suit? Probably not. She knew some would argue that it was an acceptable flaw to slip between the mandates of spirituality, and she understood where they were coming from. No one was born a saint. Natalie hung her head. "But I have to to try to be." She wasn't just any regular person of faith. Melok told her as much.
"But I'd like to be... not to prove anything. Just to know for myself; to be happy with myself. That would be nice."
She granted herself a small smile. Evisa was so self-assured. So confident and larger than life. If there was anyone who could show her the way, it would have to be the light from the north. For this, Natalie didn't feel so badly about foregoing the flask idea.
When Natalie reached the partial clearing outside of the burrow, Evisa was there waiting for her at the top of the incline, ironically cast in shadow by the ambient light. The orange glow caught her silhouette and angular attributes, just enough to set her leathery scales apart from the surroundings. Natalie's sure stride shrunk and faltered at the sight. Hesitation beckoned her to take the few small paces backwards into the trees. Ominous did not fully describe what the scenery felt like in the thicket outside of the burrow. The helmet atop the viking's head, the metal casing that reflected the fiery hues most vibrantly, made Evisa's eyes appear shrunken and empty. Natalie heard the sound of her heart, all too loud, thumping away in her chest. She contemplated the absurdity of it migrating closer to her head.
"This is the night for something awful, and I am too far from anyone--"
"Did you come all this way just to get cold feet on my not-quite-a-doorstep?" Evisa broached. An incredulous tone seeped into her question. Natalie picked up on it in that moment when her panic mixed with surprise and relief. The cocktail of emotions numbed her wit and robbed her of the ability to articulate.
"Ha. Cold feet. And I'm a... and it's about to..." Evisa laughed to herself. Inexplicable transformations, nebulous topics of conversations and anchors that reminded her of home. Natalie placed a hand over her heart, trying to ease herself into the apparent levity. Seeing this, Evisa continued, "Did the walk wear you down?"
Speak. "No, actually. To be completely truthful, you gave me a bit of a scare, there. You looked a bit..." Natalie went through her vocabulary for another way to say 'ghoulish'. "... intimidating." She watched Evisa shrug it off as she pulled in a few deep breaths.
"Draw your own witticisms about strong women and the effects they have on their peers," Evisa said, and she left little time for Natalie to do just that before she stepped out from the cavern fully to cross the distance between them. Her magic manifested as a tangible layer of warmth a few inches off of her armor. The light chased the unsightly shadows away, and gave Natalie a buffer from the weather. "I am not oblivious to how creepy it is to find someone standing still in the dark, waiting for you, though."
Natalie hunched forward and clasped her hands together to beg forgiveness silently. Evisa patted her on the shoulder. "You were expecting me?" asked the verger upon standing straight again.
"Desrium tipped me off that you were coming."
"Oh." Natalie turned her gaze up ruminatively and then started to nod. "I was following in his footsteps... in a way." His, and the peculiar pair he was escorting. "I assume he's still around?"
"He's seeing off some friends of his for the night. I'll be keeping them out of trouble until their usual company gets back from business."
"Ah. Business? They didn't have much time to settle down from when they first arrived."
Evisa shook her head and turned a hand over. "Hectic days find all of us at some points in our lives. But seeing as you're here... I take it today's been particularly hectic?"
Natalie swallowed hard. She nodded apprehensively, trying to not seem overeager to share her troubles. "I spoke to the guard captain--"
"What business could you possibly have with Melok?" Evisa interjected pointedly. Natalie recoiled, and Evisa held her hands out to take her by the shoulders. "Sorry... didn't mean to scare you." The second time in short succession that her usual abrasiveness was misunderstood. "Something to work on... with everything else".
Natalie steadied her heart with another bout of calming breaths. "To be technical... he spoke to me after I happened upon him in the course of doing my duty at the church."
"That is technical," Evisa agreed and then released Natalie. "So what did he do?"
"I don't think he's at fault at all here, make no mistake."
Evisa actively kept her arms at her side. It was her first instinct to cross them and shoot Natalie the most doubtful look her helmet would allow her to convey.
"He just... doubted me. And he's got every reason to. I just wanted to confess that so that my conscience can remain clear, and I can keep myself from doing something I'll regret again... if I can remember to regret it--"
"Desrium's gonna have to walk back alone tonight, it looks like."
"Huh?" Natalie wished she could search Evisa's face for a clue as to what she was thinking.
"Why don't you hang out here for tonight? I've got plans in the morning, and I think you'd like to tag along."
Natalie, stunned, questioned herself. Evisa's dedicated manner of speaking did not seem to leave her a choice at all. And how! Was this not what she admired about the warrior from the frost? "Uh... if it's with you and you don't mind--" she answered timidly, met with Evisa's decisiveness.
"Great." Evisa took Natalie's hand in her own. "We can talk more about things later. Get a good night's sleep with good company on a... sleeping mound. Apparently that's what they're called."
"... Sleeping mound?" Natalie asked as she was led into the burrow, the alien realm of elementals. The sights alone drowned her conflicted thoughts and dashed her doubts with the splendor of her imagination. She conceded that if this was Evisa's idea of a distraction, it was a very effective one.
"Hay-bed-pile thing. Sleeping mound is easier to say. Come to think of it, I think you'll like Ceridwen."
"Ceridwen?"
"The birdy dragon that flew in the other day."
"Oh. So those tracks were--"
"Yep. Hers."
Later on after Desrium left his regards with the others, the rain began to fall. On his way back to Brodudika, the armored being walked through the corridors of leafless trees, droplets bursting against his metal hide, his red light reflecting off of the sheets that poured down around him. The woods played a pattering tune of bark and mud, backed by the trickling of puddles. He was glad that Natalie would not have to brave these conditions. The rain was not as vicious as it could have been, as per thunderstorms if the time of year was conducive for them, but it would be long-lived. All throughout the night and into the morning, perhaps. The wind would blow swaths of water about, spraying across woodland and streets alike. The firelight of Brodudika may full well be extinguished when Desrium returned to the city gates. It was one of those nights that he hoped no one would be outside. Ideally the struggle for Brodudika would continue when those grasping at its future did not run the risk of falling deathly ill.
A setback on the eve of acceleration and escalation; so many things were coinciding with one another. Fate's gears were practically grinding, a sound that fell on the deaf ears of Leyuna. The familiar feeling that something was coming his way stayed with Desrium long after the incomplete walls showed themselves from the shadows and rainfall, purple banner undulating in the damp breeze.
It was during these times that Desrium assumed his station at the top floor of city hall and looked out of his window, meditating on things to come. Planning for things to come.
