by Hopeflower » Sun Sep 30, 2012 5:34 pm
An eerie wailing went up from where the sick cats were confined. An elder whose face was drenched in blood was nuzzling the tiny, lifeless body of a kitten. The sight and sound sent a chill into Mistpool's heart; that was the second cat who had died since her arrival, and the fourth to succumb to blood loss. Cedarstar had lost another life to it; he'd been moved out of his den at her insistence, away from the disgusting, sickness-tainted blood, and though he was weak and grief-stricken at what was happening to his Clan, he seemed to have finally stopped bleeding.
That was hardly of any comfort to Mistpool, however. It had taken his death twice over to cure it, and nothing the two medicine cats had tried had worked. Was there nothing that could be done? Would the sick cats simply die?
Littlefern seemed to think so; the small she-cat's amber eyes were dull with grief and exhaustion. "There's nothing more we can do," she mewed, looking sadly at the remaining sick cats. Once the order had been given not to touch or groom them, no others had fallen sick; but there were still bodies to be buried. "We can only watch them die...and hope it doesn't start spreading again."
The thought made Mistpool feel sick at heart. "No," she mewed softly. "There is something we can do..." She glanced toward the bright red berries that Littlefern kept carefully apart from the rest of her herb stores. "We can end their suffering," the blue-gray tabby murmured.
Littlefern closed her eyes for a long moment, and Mistpool thought that the thought of more dead cats might just break the tiny medicine cat. Then the ShadowClan cat gave a slow nod. "Go talk to the sick," she mewed. "Tell them this is the only option we have." She turned and carefully dabbed a paw at the berries, her reluctance clear. Mistpool understood why. Medicine cats were supposed to save lives...not take them.
She padded across the clearing slowly, passing cats who stared with blank, stunned eyes at what was befalling their Clan, and her heart twisted with pity at what she had to do. She stopped before the sick cats, took a deep breath, and meowed, "Littlefern and I have had an idea...we don't know how to cure you...but we can stop your pain." She looked at the uncomprehending stares, and added, "We can give you deathberries...and you won't have to suffer any longer."
After a long silence, Mudsplash, who had been moved to stay with the confined cats, struggled to her paws. Her nose was wet with blood, and her eyes were bright with pain. She meowed in a voice hoarse from coughing up blood, "There's no other option?" Mistpool could only shake her head in silence. it killed her to have to say this, to have to tell these cats there was no hope. They simply didn't know what to do. "Then do it," Mistpool growled after another heavy pause. "Save my Clan - that's what you were brought here to do." The sick deputy sat back down and turned her head away, only looking back when Littlefern came padding up with the deathberries, carefully held on a leaf.
"I'm so sorry," the ShadowClan medicine cat whispered. "We did all we could...."
"StarClan will honor you both," Mudsplash rasped. She bent down and carefully licked up three of the berries, chewed and swallowed, then curled up and waited for them to take effect. Slowly, the other two cats followed her lead, and though Mistpool closed her eyes, she wished she could close her ears to the gasping breaths Mudsplash was taking as the deathberries gradually stole her ability to breathe.
"Gotta have a little sadness once in a while so you know when the good times come."
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